High above where I belong looking down to a place I should never venture to
But under my skin I itch to visit and say hi.
I tell myself no repeatedly.
So far so good.
Last Stretch.
Setting: Night, Beach, Car with orange juice at my feet.
My mind is a battle ground.
Decisions. Decisions. Decisions.
Retract.
Fuck it.
I said it. Fuck.
The next thing I see and hear are my hand reaching and unzipping.
Fumbling with the plastic foil...

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