It's finally happened... I can't stand the thought of it... My world is no longer crumbling as I said in my last blog, nor is my life ending...
It's crumbled all away, and my life is already over... There's no more left to it...
Now sure would be a good time for something to happen that just opens my eyes and makes me love life, but anyone with half a mind knows that won't happen, or at least not to me.
So to anyone who reads this, thanks for taking the time, but don't think too...

Siler

Well, Pretty much like it said, another piece of my world has crumbled away... I had plans for my life to start, the way I wanted, the way I needed, and I had a head start on anyone around my age... But now it seems that it's crumbling away, decaying from the inside out, and I can't do anything about it... And as it crumbles, another unrelated piece dissolves into thin air...
Pretty much, my world is quickly running out of positives, and the negatives are skyrocketing by the hour... And I...

Siler

I did, no lie, true story, real talk. Kinda been going without one for a while. Even been thinking about growing it out so I can be Nathan Explsion for Halloween this year. It would be awesome. "I need a hundred beers, exactly a hundred." I think I'm gonna grow my beard out soon too, so by winter I'll be rockin' some world destroying chin structure. I'll seriously resemble Rasputin or Nostrodamus or someone equally awesome. I can wear a beard like a champion. Only problem is it's...

Gex

well, i was listening to "Just Be" recently and it really made me think about how true it is. im know fro ranting, so bear with me. since all u guys know about me is what ive posted, i think this will clear up a few things about me personally.
ive always like a good vampire story, rice mostly, but meyer is my current favorite. the dark and mysterious world has always fascinated me. im a lover of the theatre, of art and music. bands like the cruxshadows, evanescence, and nightwish...

Saren2989

High above where I belong looking down to a place I should never venture to
But under my skin I itch to visit and say hi.
I tell myself no repeatedly.
So far so good.
Last Stretch.
Setting: Night, Beach, Car with orange juice at my feet.
My mind is a battle ground.
Decisions. Decisions. Decisions.
Retract.
Fuck it.
I said it. Fuck.
The next thing I see and hear are my hand reaching and unzipping.
Fumbling with the plastic foil...

rednblck