It's one of those nights that I get when I work in the evenings... I am not able to sleep and I've tired all the things that I usually do to make myself tired. but so far nothing has worked. I guess I'm just thinking a bit too much for myself to relax. I don't even know why I'm stressed out about it. It's not even a big deal. I see people here going on about their problems about their relationships or past relationships... and I know that is all hard but I look at myself and say "at least they...

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right now i'm on tc.
and i've been wanting to try this out for a while....

what i mean is that i want to read what i experience or something like that...

well ... first off camille had to go home because she has work tomorrow at 9 in the morning at denny's lol auntie rehired her... hahah funny... i wonder what everyone is going to say when they see her tomorrow.

nose itches. lol if it weren't for the delete button you'd see what kind of typos i've been...

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High above where I belong looking down to a place I should never venture to
But under my skin I itch to visit and say hi.
I tell myself no repeatedly.
So far so good.
Last Stretch.
Setting: Night, Beach, Car with orange juice at my feet.
My mind is a battle ground.
Decisions. Decisions. Decisions.
Retract.
Fuck it.
I said it. Fuck.
The next thing I see and hear are my hand reaching and unzipping.
Fumbling with the plastic foil...

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