i liked to blog under the influence. whenever that happens i at least try to.

right now i'm on tc.
and i've been wanting to try this out for a while....

what i mean is that i want to read what i experience or something like that...

well ... first off camille had to go home because she has work tomorrow at 9 in the morning at denny's lol auntie rehired her... hahah funny... i wonder what everyone is going to say when they see her tomorrow.

nose itches. lol if it weren't for the delete button you'd see what kind of typos i've been making. hahahhaha. well yea... camille drove to her apartment and then from there i drove home... wow... io drove home while at my peak....well no i'm starting to come down now... but i was at my peak most of the time.... it was cool crazy fun... i know that driving isn't safe umm.. wait... i mean... driving with stuff in you isn't safe but i know i can do it.. i just have to focus. focus on what's in front of me. above me... and remember what color means what...

there are a lot of police in IB.... hahahaha saw two of them. i kind of remember yelling popo... hahaha

why am i still wearing my pants?

oh wow i'm blogging!

haha sorry i went to the bathroom.... hahahaha

anyways... i drank water. lol i washed my hands... hey i'm still wearing my pants... >.<

'there

i remember in the car telling camille "I feel like a kid"

hehe

i do... i wish i could experience the world like this... it's wonderful.

the only thing i don't like about doing tc is that it makes you sleepy... really sleepy... but i'm like energectic but sleepy.

i want to type i'm typing...... typing,.. hahahahha i wonder what i will be thinking when i read this... better yet... since you marie can only see this ... i wonder what you're thinking... prolly thinking that i'm crazy for driving... hahaha yea... i know... i'm sorry about that... i didn't mean to drive.. i didn't want to... but i had to... and damn... i'm pretty good at it. i just have to focus.

lol when i stopped at this one stop light. lol... i was like "omg... where am i going?" and then i answered myself "home" and then i said "i'm MOVING!!!~~" and then "i'm driveing..."" weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee eeeeeeee

hehe

i still want to drop... sadly... it's one thing i want to do... but for that one i want to be at a rave or something like that cuz i want to have a lightshow... lol... i want to be in the right environment and the right people to do it in... i want to have a good first time.... rather than a bad.... like the first time i took tc... it wasn't that great... i woke up high... then the second time... it was crazy... fun but i was alone during my peak.... then my third time i was alone... because i dont' know... i felt lonely... i wanted someone to talk to. did i? i don't remember but i just wanted to write.... i wanted to write really bad..... didn't write much that night... tonight it was fun... camille took it with me... but my metabolism is slow as fuck... so when i was at my peak she was coming down... therefore she was sober than me...

lol wow i drove home hahaha that's funny. i'm safe.

my mouth feels funny.

cottony... oooh water.

heeeeyyyy

marie white whitecotton. hehehehehehe

marie is my middle name...

marie is my friend... and only a friend YAY~!

i think i'm over you. yea.

but now i don't know.

whoa my light is on.
lol


hahahhahha

u;m sleepy...

fusfjf

hahahahahah

after a long night of getting lost inside the recesses of my brain sleep covers me like the thickest fog ever seen over san francisco bay. and it's quite warm and inviting.

fuck nvm... i'm not over you... shit... i don't know anymore. hahahahahah i realized that i have strong will power

yay

oops... i fell asleep on the laptop... hahaha

time for sleep? hgahahahaha

omg... i wish this night lasted longer a bit.

i hope i have a trippy visionary dream that much i wish.


[i woke up at 5.30 in the morning and i knew i wrote something somewhere. so i got up and got on the computer and searched my blog sites and this is what i find. funny and interesting at the same time haha]