I'm sincerely happy. That's all I can say. I've never been this happy, or happy in a way like this, and I like it. I've always spent my life bitching about how I didn't like what was happening, or how I wanted something more, or how shit didn't go my way. MY big problem was after a certain point, I lost almost everything, and I was never happy because I would find something that would make me happy, and though it worked and was fine for a while, it always ended up getting ripped away from me....

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