My life = Officially over
Posted 06-11-08 at 10:20 AM by Siler
It's finally happened... I can't stand the thought of it... My world is no longer crumbling as I said in my last blog, nor is my life ending...
It's crumbled all away, and my life is already over... There's no more left to it...
Now sure would be a good time for something to happen that just opens my eyes and makes me love life, but anyone with half a mind knows that won't happen, or at least not to me.
So to anyone who reads this, thanks for taking the time, but don't think too much into it if you don't hear from me anymore, at least not for quite a while...
Life has once again proved it's got me by the balls, by ripping what little shred of pride I had left to pieces, and destroying what 'dignity' I had left.
Oh well, I guess I'm going to go back into seclusion... That's where I'm more comfortable... The only thing I know for sure in this world is that I'm safe in seclusion... If I let no one in, then none shall hurt me... I'm willing to pay that price for that security... I'll prolly still come on myspace to check comments and messages and what not, but don't get too offended if I don't respond... Or go ahead if you must, I don't really have enough of me left to really be bothered by it...
Sorry for dickishness...
It's crumbled all away, and my life is already over... There's no more left to it...
Now sure would be a good time for something to happen that just opens my eyes and makes me love life, but anyone with half a mind knows that won't happen, or at least not to me.
So to anyone who reads this, thanks for taking the time, but don't think too much into it if you don't hear from me anymore, at least not for quite a while...
Life has once again proved it's got me by the balls, by ripping what little shred of pride I had left to pieces, and destroying what 'dignity' I had left.
Oh well, I guess I'm going to go back into seclusion... That's where I'm more comfortable... The only thing I know for sure in this world is that I'm safe in seclusion... If I let no one in, then none shall hurt me... I'm willing to pay that price for that security... I'll prolly still come on myspace to check comments and messages and what not, but don't get too offended if I don't respond... Or go ahead if you must, I don't really have enough of me left to really be bothered by it...
Sorry for dickishness...
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ah man.. don't get so down siler :/
I'm goin through some really hard times right now too actually.. the government/court systems are fuckin me over right now and I've felt like giving up a lot lately.. Of course my idea of giving up would be joining the military (if you can't beat em, join em) lol.. But, w/e it is, I guarantee you someone, somewhere, has it a lot worse, and you should be happy/grateful of what you do have.. It usually takes me a couple days to morn and be depressed when these kind of things happen to me, but you can't let them keep you down forever bro. |
 
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