secret truthes
Posted 10-08-08 at 12:47 AM by spin
the world is full
of busses and trains
people with cars and people on planes
but around every corner
there are secret truths that reside
with expressions on my face that i try to hide
this face
my mask my disguise
hides horrible experiences you can't even begin to realize
looking back on every punch i've been thrown
remembering all the bruises and blood
every single perverted hug
feeling so glad that you’re out of my life
then i see you here
and down my face falls one single tear
watching flash backs of what you did when i was young
i can’t run from this i can’t hide
i don't want to see you here right by my side
i can see you watching me work with sound
or painting a set
oblivious that i'm thinking of things i regret
you remember all the things that you did
i know you do
yet you've no idea of all the pain you've put me through
every time that i didn't scream
you'd say "You're too weak to take the lead"
and you'd continue to hit till i'd start to bleed
then you and your friends sat back and just laughed
and i'd gather my books in the hope you were done
then you'd say "Lets get her again just for fun"
these memories haunt me
and to you this may come a surprise
but i've been through worse then you've seen with your eyes
i wish you could feel the pain you caused me
i want to show you how i felt
and all the painful things you made me do
but i'm not as cruel or as screwed up as you
of busses and trains
people with cars and people on planes
but around every corner
there are secret truths that reside
with expressions on my face that i try to hide
this face
my mask my disguise
hides horrible experiences you can't even begin to realize
looking back on every punch i've been thrown
remembering all the bruises and blood
every single perverted hug
feeling so glad that you’re out of my life
then i see you here
and down my face falls one single tear
watching flash backs of what you did when i was young
i can’t run from this i can’t hide
i don't want to see you here right by my side
i can see you watching me work with sound
or painting a set
oblivious that i'm thinking of things i regret
you remember all the things that you did
i know you do
yet you've no idea of all the pain you've put me through
every time that i didn't scream
you'd say "You're too weak to take the lead"
and you'd continue to hit till i'd start to bleed
then you and your friends sat back and just laughed
and i'd gather my books in the hope you were done
then you'd say "Lets get her again just for fun"
these memories haunt me
and to you this may come a surprise
but i've been through worse then you've seen with your eyes
i wish you could feel the pain you caused me
i want to show you how i felt
and all the painful things you made me do
but i'm not as cruel or as screwed up as you
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what a world we do live in,
dont you think so? the dark skies surround us thought light shines on through... anything is sugar coated to appeal to the eye, or the nose or the ear the touch, though so why? the world is itself sin and dead controlling itself creating its bed the world as we know it is cruel to so you in a world dark is this this, do you think you can shine through? brighten yourelf wipe your face off pull yourself up get the dirt off your clothes the bruises off your skin take controll of your life, this story your in you be the writer a poet to all so smile to the world to spread some of your light because happiness is spread through a small act of might. |
 
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