ZOMGZZZZZZ

So i have decided when i get paid at the end of this month my return ticket to Dallas will be booked for 10-17 December!!!!!!

*STARLET CANNOT CONTAIN HER EXCITMENT*

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09.30am: so full of good intentions this morning, i woke up and slapped a nicotene patch on my hip. Got dressed and wandered outside to wait for my lift. puffed away on my inhalator feeling like a complete idiot, smoking a fake cig.

Got to work and feeling a bit itchy under and round the patch. by 9.25 (an hour after i put it on) i had to take it off again. now my hip is red, and shiney and swolen and sore. Apparently i'm allergic to the patches, so i'm stuck with the inhalator, and...

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Therapist said I needed to go back there at some point to face my fears and to get ‘closure’ from the issues. Turns out that at some point should not have been any time soon.

The place has not changed since (except maybe a couple of bar staff). I walked up there with R to see a band that we used to watch loads when we were younger (greatly encouraged by the boy we met at the pub, who claims that his dad runs or owns tha place, which I mostly find … odd.) So we were at the Vaults, having...

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So i have been surfing the net today.
I learnt:

1) Cheap flights to Dallas are about £600.00
2) I can get a nice scooter for £700.00
3) ROOMBA's!

1) I've been looking at flight prices to come visit. Thinking i'll probably hit up Siler and go stay with him for a bit, probably only a week.

2) I want a scooter, i live in the city so would be good just for zipping about to and from work.

3) Roombas are ROBOT VACUM CLEANERS!!!...

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So, i guess no-one here really knows, but i suffer from some mental health issues:
*Clinical Depression
*Social Anxiety Disorder
*PTSD (Post-Traumatic-Stress-Disorder)
*OCPD (Obessive Compulsive Personality Disorder)

yeah. a list.

Anyway i'm pretty much medicated for all of these (shake me, i rattle!) and most of them are all ok, but man the OCPD is stressing me out at the moment.

I spent all day yesterday cleaning my apartment,...

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