recently in my life

hey everyone,

im doing ok here. im a lil tired of the road and want to settle in soemwhere peacful and thriving with the rave sceene. ive been working, welding and running piping systems at a food process plant here in north dakota. things are changing now and i have plans for the future. but it seems hard to make all come true. i know that i love this site, and the community here, that will not change. and i jsut want to be around gxgers, raves, edm, and friends.

you all are my family, my only family. my only friends.


i plan on working till halloween, and then going off to nyc for candyball. i hope to get with jeff aka dj ezzergud and going off to a promoter to discuss future dj gigs for him. im working on a bio, and interview for him to help him get his feet of the ground nad into the world of raves as a dj. after that, cb will be great! and then maybe stay a few more days to hangout with jared, nicole, brian, and others in the area.

i dont know what to do about a few things. i have to make some money, to move to nyc. and im wanting to commite to a relationship. and we are miles and miles apart for now. its getting hard, but im dealing with it. however, if we cnat seem to get together in the same town, and me be around gxgers, im a feel like im leaving a dream that could be great.

i guess im now hoping to have a future with gxg. and maybe take a place as a promoter, and dj. also be near the one i feel for, and be near myfriends. it seems so much to take on at once, im pretty much high speed, and impatient. i have to let things be and just wait. but in the meantime i think about things.... and thats what sux....

if it were my way, gxg would throw events, we would promote our own dj's and take in new music fanatics, teaching them. getting them out to play. i would also love to be a dj myself, and help change peoples lives like that. meeting new people is great! i am kinda stuck to myself for the most part except when im having fun. im very open, and honest.

i guess i shoud just keep on doing this huh? lol

im a bout to make some dj tutorials... for gxg. hoping that will help new djs here as well.

if oyu havent checked out my new mixes they are in the downloads section. let me know what you think. how it makes you feel. please.

and thanks. i love you all