LOL. I'm so overusing my blog.
Posted 08-12-08 at 11:04 PM by xocherryberrypie
Start Time: 8:29 PM Tues. Aug. 12th, 2008
LOL, BEFORE I START-- I JUST DISCOVERED: Bloggers are more likely to get laid than non-bloggers. My friend told me that and I believe her without hesitation. Now whatever her sources might be, who knows~ BUT! I just thought that was awesome. >:3
Anyway. So I watched 'Definitely, Maybe' today. It's a great movie that I recommend to anyone. And I love movies that I can relate to, in just someway, what-so-ever. They make me think about myself. They make me think about everything. And I just love doing that.
I think about, my future. What can I expect of myself? What's waiting for me? What is it that I will achieve?? Who will I be in ten years? Hell, in two?!
I've got so much waiting for me! So many plans I want to make, to conquer, and some to even just blow off and do nothing instead!!
Where do I want to go? To travel? What are my aspirations and my dreams? What are my goals? And as for romance? How many flames will I have? How many loves? And just how many will I forget in time?
I want to go to Europe. I want to live in the city. In one of those apartments you ride an elevator to your floor. Maybe for a year or so. However long I feel the need to. For however long I have to. I want to live on the ocean. In one of those beautiful houses that the tide can rise up to, maybe in northern California, Washington, or Oregon? Live on each coast at least once. 'Cause I've already lived in the middle.
I want to draw cartoons. Whether they're for adults or children. I want to create a message that everyone can see. Draw a movie that inspires someone like me. I want to do something that makes me happy. I don't want to be a person who has to remake their career in the middle of their lives.
For a few years, maybe I want to care about fashion. Mayber for a few years, I want to care about nothing at all and learn how to surf and relax. And one day, I'm going to have children. Whether there's someone with me or not, one day, I want to create life. Like I create art.
I want to go to college. Share a room with a stranger, or maybe even a friend. Maybe that stranger will become my best friend. Who knows?
The world awaits me, and I can't wait to get out into it. I know, I will be overwhelmed. But that's part of the experience. Who ever can say that they were prepared for everything? With every possible outcome and factor, who can totally say, they were ready?
As I was watching 'Definitely, Maybe' it started to rain outside. After being just hot and miserable all day, it started to rain. The movie seemed so powerful to me throughout it's entirety, and I just felt inspired to enjoy life. So I paused it, and threw on a shirt, and ran out into the rain.
And it was beautiful. I ran to my friend's house. I wanted to share my experience with somebody-- I ended up getting a blood blister on my heel, but I think it was totally worth it.
To just do something random after a week of monotonous nothingness is just-- it's liberating! To look up at the sky with all of it's colors as the sun peaks through the clouds, over the tree tops, and as I bask in the few rays that shine on ME and warm my heart, my soul, my being... are just one of the feelings people need to experience more often.. In my own opinion.
I don't write my blogs to sound cheesy, or to inspire other people. If it does inspire other people, then that's truly awesome and I'm glad I could. But when I write these, it's just nice to have finally released my thoughts from fluttering around so chaotically in my head. With every statement there's a color, and as I think of these things the colors just fly around with them and the inside of my head is just this swirling mess of pastel colors. It's a beautiful mess, but sometimes even art needs order.
I set my own limitations. The world is endless; full of possibilities I have yet to discover. And my one, MAIN, TRUE amibition... is to make a difference. And that for everyone I meet, and for everyone who I can meet, I want to .. just, make that difference. For the better. Because everyone should feel that their possibilites are endless. That they can make the difference. Even if it's just in one other person's life. Because once the difference is made in one life, it starts a chain reaction. Even if it's just one person at a time. That's still one more person than there was before.
I've run out of things to just blather now. :3 Luckily for you, there's not much left to read.
I don't expect you to have gotten anything out of this. Like I said, it was really for my own benefit. I do hope to inspire people one day. To let them know that there is still hope in the world. Not enough people follow their dreams because they get scared. When honestly they have nothing to lose but their security and monotony.
We have to act. We have to jump. Leap blindly. And see what happens. Because I don't know. Hope only goes so far. It means nothing to sit and hope. You have to make the effort. Because the harder you work the luckier you'll get.
Good luck, to anyone who reads this. Aspire to be the best you can be. 'Cause in the end, it's all for you bby~<3
End Time: 9:03 Tues. Aug. 12th, 2008
LOL, BEFORE I START-- I JUST DISCOVERED: Bloggers are more likely to get laid than non-bloggers. My friend told me that and I believe her without hesitation. Now whatever her sources might be, who knows~ BUT! I just thought that was awesome. >:3
Anyway. So I watched 'Definitely, Maybe' today. It's a great movie that I recommend to anyone. And I love movies that I can relate to, in just someway, what-so-ever. They make me think about myself. They make me think about everything. And I just love doing that.
I think about, my future. What can I expect of myself? What's waiting for me? What is it that I will achieve?? Who will I be in ten years? Hell, in two?!
I've got so much waiting for me! So many plans I want to make, to conquer, and some to even just blow off and do nothing instead!!
Where do I want to go? To travel? What are my aspirations and my dreams? What are my goals? And as for romance? How many flames will I have? How many loves? And just how many will I forget in time?
I want to go to Europe. I want to live in the city. In one of those apartments you ride an elevator to your floor. Maybe for a year or so. However long I feel the need to. For however long I have to. I want to live on the ocean. In one of those beautiful houses that the tide can rise up to, maybe in northern California, Washington, or Oregon? Live on each coast at least once. 'Cause I've already lived in the middle.
I want to draw cartoons. Whether they're for adults or children. I want to create a message that everyone can see. Draw a movie that inspires someone like me. I want to do something that makes me happy. I don't want to be a person who has to remake their career in the middle of their lives.
For a few years, maybe I want to care about fashion. Mayber for a few years, I want to care about nothing at all and learn how to surf and relax. And one day, I'm going to have children. Whether there's someone with me or not, one day, I want to create life. Like I create art.
I want to go to college. Share a room with a stranger, or maybe even a friend. Maybe that stranger will become my best friend. Who knows?
The world awaits me, and I can't wait to get out into it. I know, I will be overwhelmed. But that's part of the experience. Who ever can say that they were prepared for everything? With every possible outcome and factor, who can totally say, they were ready?
As I was watching 'Definitely, Maybe' it started to rain outside. After being just hot and miserable all day, it started to rain. The movie seemed so powerful to me throughout it's entirety, and I just felt inspired to enjoy life. So I paused it, and threw on a shirt, and ran out into the rain.
And it was beautiful. I ran to my friend's house. I wanted to share my experience with somebody-- I ended up getting a blood blister on my heel, but I think it was totally worth it.
To just do something random after a week of monotonous nothingness is just-- it's liberating! To look up at the sky with all of it's colors as the sun peaks through the clouds, over the tree tops, and as I bask in the few rays that shine on ME and warm my heart, my soul, my being... are just one of the feelings people need to experience more often.. In my own opinion.
I don't write my blogs to sound cheesy, or to inspire other people. If it does inspire other people, then that's truly awesome and I'm glad I could. But when I write these, it's just nice to have finally released my thoughts from fluttering around so chaotically in my head. With every statement there's a color, and as I think of these things the colors just fly around with them and the inside of my head is just this swirling mess of pastel colors. It's a beautiful mess, but sometimes even art needs order.
I set my own limitations. The world is endless; full of possibilities I have yet to discover. And my one, MAIN, TRUE amibition... is to make a difference. And that for everyone I meet, and for everyone who I can meet, I want to .. just, make that difference. For the better. Because everyone should feel that their possibilites are endless. That they can make the difference. Even if it's just in one other person's life. Because once the difference is made in one life, it starts a chain reaction. Even if it's just one person at a time. That's still one more person than there was before.
I've run out of things to just blather now. :3 Luckily for you, there's not much left to read.
I don't expect you to have gotten anything out of this. Like I said, it was really for my own benefit. I do hope to inspire people one day. To let them know that there is still hope in the world. Not enough people follow their dreams because they get scared. When honestly they have nothing to lose but their security and monotony.
We have to act. We have to jump. Leap blindly. And see what happens. Because I don't know. Hope only goes so far. It means nothing to sit and hope. You have to make the effort. Because the harder you work the luckier you'll get.
Good luck, to anyone who reads this. Aspire to be the best you can be. 'Cause in the end, it's all for you bby~<3
End Time: 9:03 Tues. Aug. 12th, 2008
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i need to start blogging huh??? i can get laid lol hells yeah shhh its a secret. message will self desctruct in 5 4 3 2 ......
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I love that movie <3 And I love this blog. It had the same effect on me as the movie did. You make so emotional bby~ just come back!! xD
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