"These words are my own, From my heart flow~"
Posted 08-09-08 at 03:18 AM by xocherryberrypie
Start Time: 12:52 AM Sat. Aug. 9th
Starting Song: Len - If You Steal My Sunshine
It's weird.. how we trust people. We have to. I don't think you can live unless you trust people. 'Cause there isn't love without trust. So no trust=no love. Can't live without love, amirite?
I don't know if it's normal or not, but when I first meet someone, my first instinct is to trust them. I actually think, with how I grew up, I should be the complete opposite. But I can't honestly fathom what someone could possibly gain from hurting, lying, or just being cruel to another person. So why think that's what they'll do?
Sometimes I wonder if I'm just a bad judge of character? Like, this one time my friend and I went to go pick up a pizza from a local place. We had gotten back from a day of swimming at a lake, I had wiped out after kneeboarding and swallowed a good deal of water/fell head first going at a pretty good speed. So I felt like I was going to puke with an added wiplash/headache.
My buddy went in the place to order the pizza, and I decided to stay in the car and get some fresh air. After a few minutes, I was pretty sure I was about to hurl. So I opened the car door and just waited. There were these two guys inside, they would look at me every now and again, but I *was* sitting with the door open and like I was about to puke so I didn't pay it much mind.
Suddenly I look up and one of the guys is coming out holding a cup of water. He hands it to me and says, "Here drink this, it'll help you." I smiled, took it, and said my thanks. He said he knew what I was going through because he was a bit of a party animal or whatever and drank/smoked pot. He asked me what I was on. I told him lake water. We both laughed a little. XD
I thanked him again and he went inside to his buddy. Then my friend texted me from inside saying that there were these two creepy guys inside that were looking at her legs and saying that she was high while she was talking to her boyfriend on the phone.
Eventually the two guys got their pizza and headed out the door. The guy waved at me and I smiled and he said to just drink the water and ride it out. His friend smiled too and they both drove off.
While they were leaving, the night shift manager actually came over to the window to make sure they left. Lol, he told my friend not to leave the place but she said that I was in the car so he came over to watch, I guess.
Lol, I still don't think those two guys were bad. But I'm still inclined to believe my friend about what happened too. Maybe he was just nice because my hair was all curly and I wasn't at my prettiest? :'D Who knows~ But for some reason, I always find myself being more wary of more normal looking people than I am of people who dress differently, or who a more average person might be more suspicious of. I dunno how that works. :P Though I try not to let myself judge anyone. If I do, I make myself say two or more nice things about that person, and if I have the chance to talk to them, I'll compliment them as I walk by. I like to do the same thing for myself. XD
I'm really excited to start the new school year. I feel like anything is possible. Like, I'm free to do anything. Maybe I've come to find a new respect for myself.. and I'm just waiting to use it for other people too. Let my own inspiration spread to others and treat everyone with a respect and kindness; something unjudged, something pure, and just let it flow~
I'm going to make a difference this year. Somehow. I can feel it. And it's going to be as amazing as I feel I am. >:3
I just need to remember to do my best. Who am I to deny myself anything less? :3
End time: 1:12 AM
Ending Song: Natasha Bedingfield - These Words
Starting Song: Len - If You Steal My Sunshine
It's weird.. how we trust people. We have to. I don't think you can live unless you trust people. 'Cause there isn't love without trust. So no trust=no love. Can't live without love, amirite?
I don't know if it's normal or not, but when I first meet someone, my first instinct is to trust them. I actually think, with how I grew up, I should be the complete opposite. But I can't honestly fathom what someone could possibly gain from hurting, lying, or just being cruel to another person. So why think that's what they'll do?
Sometimes I wonder if I'm just a bad judge of character? Like, this one time my friend and I went to go pick up a pizza from a local place. We had gotten back from a day of swimming at a lake, I had wiped out after kneeboarding and swallowed a good deal of water/fell head first going at a pretty good speed. So I felt like I was going to puke with an added wiplash/headache.
My buddy went in the place to order the pizza, and I decided to stay in the car and get some fresh air. After a few minutes, I was pretty sure I was about to hurl. So I opened the car door and just waited. There were these two guys inside, they would look at me every now and again, but I *was* sitting with the door open and like I was about to puke so I didn't pay it much mind.
Suddenly I look up and one of the guys is coming out holding a cup of water. He hands it to me and says, "Here drink this, it'll help you." I smiled, took it, and said my thanks. He said he knew what I was going through because he was a bit of a party animal or whatever and drank/smoked pot. He asked me what I was on. I told him lake water. We both laughed a little. XD
I thanked him again and he went inside to his buddy. Then my friend texted me from inside saying that there were these two creepy guys inside that were looking at her legs and saying that she was high while she was talking to her boyfriend on the phone.
Eventually the two guys got their pizza and headed out the door. The guy waved at me and I smiled and he said to just drink the water and ride it out. His friend smiled too and they both drove off.
While they were leaving, the night shift manager actually came over to the window to make sure they left. Lol, he told my friend not to leave the place but she said that I was in the car so he came over to watch, I guess.
Lol, I still don't think those two guys were bad. But I'm still inclined to believe my friend about what happened too. Maybe he was just nice because my hair was all curly and I wasn't at my prettiest? :'D Who knows~ But for some reason, I always find myself being more wary of more normal looking people than I am of people who dress differently, or who a more average person might be more suspicious of. I dunno how that works. :P Though I try not to let myself judge anyone. If I do, I make myself say two or more nice things about that person, and if I have the chance to talk to them, I'll compliment them as I walk by. I like to do the same thing for myself. XD
I'm really excited to start the new school year. I feel like anything is possible. Like, I'm free to do anything. Maybe I've come to find a new respect for myself.. and I'm just waiting to use it for other people too. Let my own inspiration spread to others and treat everyone with a respect and kindness; something unjudged, something pure, and just let it flow~
I'm going to make a difference this year. Somehow. I can feel it. And it's going to be as amazing as I feel I am. >:3
I just need to remember to do my best. Who am I to deny myself anything less? :3
End time: 1:12 AM
Ending Song: Natasha Bedingfield - These Words
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