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PrettyRaveGrl · **rollinggggg -** 03-07-08, 06:08 PM

so whenever i roll, im almost always with my best friends.
when im at the peak of my roll i always seem to freak out thinking that my friends left me. like if i dont see them anywhere i flip out. [even if they are in the building.]
is this normal?
lately, i also have been experiencing nervousness and anxiety whenever i hear techno music a couple days after i roll.
anyone know anything about this?
thanks :]

**jareblue** · 03-07-08, 09:10 PM

well, r u testing ur shit?? u can get test kits from dancesafe.org.. i would go there anyway and browse around and c if anyone else has had similar experiences..
sounds 2 me like ur getting some dirty cuts.. of course, everybody's body chemistry is different and u may just b having an adverse reaction cuz ur u.. if ur on any rx at all that could also have a significant affect on ur experience.. is this a recent thing or has this been going on 4 awhile??

NeoGlow · 03-07-08, 09:39 PM

My friend can get panic attacks when he gets dirty pills, he has an anxiety disorder anyways but dirty pills will make him EXTREMELY nervous.

How often do you roll? Do you maybe need to give your body and mind a break?

SpinnableDreamS · 03-07-08, 10:45 PM

yeah coke and meth are the worst cuts about nervousness. so yeah i would be choosey about the beans i eat stay away from cretain colors that make u feel like that pink is bloody aweful about coke yellow is bad about meth white is either almost pure or cut all to hell green tend to be on the purer side these are just my notes with the beans i have eaten. if molly is cut it is gennerally cut with some outta this world stuff like 2ci or mescaline

PrettyRaveGrl · 03-08-08, 02:26 AM

yeah this has happened twice, both times i took two molly.

NeoGlow · 03-08-08, 02:30 AM

I would stay away from drugs then, personally. Give your mind and body a break and not freak out, ya know?

And BTW.... PEOPLE! Color is NOT an indication of whats in the pill!!!! Please dont believe that because its far from the truth.

**jareblue** · 03-08-08, 02:44 AM

yea, if ur having that kind of reaction 2 molly i would def lay off.. prob not what u wanna hear, but it's good 2 take a break.. h/e if that's the only 2 times u've done it than it's def not 4 u.. party sober.. whole dif experience..

just a thought.. dancesafe!!

Partychick · 03-08-08, 03:42 PM

Do you trust your source completely? Did you test it?

IF it's pure molly, then I agree w/ the others. Take a break for a while.

PrettyRaveGrl · 03-08-08, 08:28 PM

i have actually been talking to a bunch of people and i think the guy im getting this from is ripping me off.
i dont think im getting pure ecstasy.
and i've been thinking about the whole nervousness thing... my friends are really little, beautiful girls and im always a little worried that they will be dragged off and raped somewhere whether im sober or not. does the ecstasy amplify that a little or something maybe? and maybe knowing that im a little fucked up and im not completely there mentally might contribute to this?
ehh.

**ukeyouee** · 03-09-08, 05:42 PM

would you feel better if you all took some self defense classes together? cause if you're worried for your friends sober, the drugs aren't gonna help...

and here's another thought - if you are worrying about people being dragged off and raped - are you putting yourselves in unsafe places where you shouldn't be using anyway?

just my 2 cents...