i got a shot of myself spinning in the rain, and i'm goin gto make that video today.
and my tattoo it has alot of meaning inside of it
the whole X thing is cause that use to be a symbol we were recognized under by me and my 2 best friends Alex Bunden & Maddie Bunden, they were twins, and when we were 13 we all said that no matter what happens when we all turn 16 we will all sneak out and find a way to get similar tattoos,
i loved them both so much, we were practically inseperable. we used to play cards all the time and whenever they won it was always with a spade card lol, and when alex got disowned by his father for comming out about being gay and having a bf we were there for him and he moved in with his aunt,
my freshman year Alex fell off of his fathers roof and died.........
Maddie was devistated and so was i but i had to be there for her cause i was te only person she had left at this point, and her dad tried to keep her from the funeral, and i snuck her out so she could go, *granted i got caught so i didnt make it all the way there but she made it*
after she got back she came out to her parents, i was right there with her
second semester freshman year she died in a drunk driving accident in kentucky.
they were 15

so when i turned 16 i decided i was going to complete out little promise
the x stands for us
the center spade stands for me
the right side of the X stands for maddy
the left side of the X stands for alex
i designed the tattoo myself


