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Well, I don't know how to put I am now...I just type a whole blog, but I don't feel anyone who reads it could truly understand what I have to say, and I don't think you'll judge me, but a lot of people develop thoughts about me because they cannot understand my spiritual ways, and what I believe on that subject.so I'll sum it up, I'm doing semi-not-okayish...I'm okay in the fact I'm not spending every waking moment being a hermit in the corner keeping to myself, but bad in the sense, that I'm fucking...

It's finally happened... I can't stand the thought of it... My world is no longer crumbling as I said in my last blog, nor is my life ending...
It's crumbled all away, and my life is already over... There's no more left to it...
Now sure would be a good time for something to happen that just opens my eyes and makes me love life, but anyone with half a mind knows that won't happen, or at least not to me.
So to anyone who reads this, thanks for taking the time, but don't think too...

Well, Pretty much like it said, another piece of my world has crumbled away... I had plans for my life to start, the way I wanted, the way I needed, and I had a head start on anyone around my age... But now it seems that it's crumbling away, decaying from the inside out, and I can't do anything about it... And as it crumbles, another unrelated piece dissolves into thin air...
Pretty much, my world is quickly running out of positives, and the negatives are skyrocketing by the hour... And I...