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O thanks for eveything. Yeaijustfound out lastnight so im still tryintosoak itall in. but ifi need anything i will let you know for sure.

all i need is a passport, and soem money for a place while there. can i come out to your club and dance? i wouldnt know where to go out there... but its something id love to do.

:-),

awwww i couldnt sleep all night, im researching some chemistry, but, im ok, i go to chicago today, and three weeks of work will get me to nyc for candyball.

i should come over,,, i want to explore more of this wonderful wolrd and the people in it. when i do i ll have to get up with ya, thanks!!! lol hugs for ya too hun!

hello shtar how eez ya? well im off to bed *zzzzz*

Hey hun... I replied in the thread for DJWrath having aim, on how to do aim..



If you decide to go with it, hit me up

YEah, I understand that... Yeah, I don't know if I can say I've worked through them as much as I could say I've risen over it... She contacted me again to tell me about how her and her new guy are taken a break and how and why she hopes they DO get back together, and rather than getting all heartbroken and 'WHY DO I NEED TO HEAR THIS' I was like 'I don't really care... You'll fuck around with enough guys and see that the majority of us are fuckng assholes, and by that time, you'll be nothing but a memory to me, and then you'll have to lay in the grave you dug. *click*' so yeah... I've kinda risen above it and I kinda don't really care now...

But yeah, you are definately 6% my girlfriend, and visitng me and it being awesome and all that DOES in fact increase that percent... 6% is the flat rate... Any number above that has been earned...




I hope the dancing with teh troupe goes well...

aww i missed yer msg , i was working on yer loverly mix lol

I don't have MSN, all I have is aim...

which if you have an account you can sign in without installing anything at www.meebo.com

yeah, I get that... but I want to see there rave scene E's in... I've only seen dallas and chicago...

But yeah... I wish I could come to the UK... Fuck it... by the time that happens, I'll prolly not give a fuck anymore....



I'm starting to care less and less about what other people tell me each day...

In my world, my beliefs are law, and I don't like the fact of someone trying to tell me they are supreme over me and that I must abide by their rules of their choosing...


Soon enough, this world shall be mine...

And certain people *cough cheating fiancee whore ass steffany cough* are going to be very unhappy when it is...

Actually... I can't say that... We were engaged, and now she's dating and has been fucking this guy after knowing him two weeks, so it's like, she threw away our 2 years for a guy of 2 weeks? But fuck it... Honestly, I hate her, I hate what she's done, and I hate that she is constantly coming back just to hurt me worse, but honestly... I don't think even with that, I could wish her anything negative...

I can hate people, and I harbor a LOT of hatred I've not dealt with in my heart, but even if I hate someone more than anything, I still can't wish death or horrors upon other people...

I have the hatred to do so, but I just can't ever bring myself to say 'I hope you die' or 'I hope you feel the pain I feel now' or anything like that...

Dam me and my fucking humanity.

Grrr... Heart was broken earlier this week... Same bitch has came back when I finally got it into the back of my mind and ripped it to the front and made it worse (for the second time, so like 3 heart breaks total from the same person in the same week)

I'm starting to despise people...

But now on to important matters...

When you come to the states, you should either come to dallas, we rave here, and then we both to go DJ E and we have a triangle of love and show the scene what plur really is, or you go to DJ E and then come to dallas...

I'm not allowed to leave the state, but granted, leaving texas to go to another US state for a couple days is a lot less bad for me (cuz that I can actually do because I can schedule it between my appointments) and it works a lot better than me leaving and coming to the UK for a while...

I would say I'd come to the UK for a few days only, but the thing is... 1) Passport... I think that they'd find out... and 2) That's a far distance, it's a diff country, and dammit, if I spend THAT many hours on a plane (which planes trip me out because of my last experience on one), then I'm staying more than 2-3 days...


Anyways....

(This is the part where you respond with something awesome so I can tell you how much I despise people, minus you and a few others... [And for if you read, Yes DJ E, you're MORE than in my group of people I don't despise])



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alright well whenever u come will u atleast kidnap me and take me back to the uk with ya? lol i could be like a little pet yanno? i dont eat much, all i need is a corner to set up my turntables in, and i think you'll like me so we can always get married haha