i'm in so much debt at the moment i can't afford to save up. i get a pay rise soon though, in about two months, and my housemate is getting a really well paid job too so can help out with rent and stuff so after that i can save and come see you. i can like do route 66 from one side of the US to the other! and see ALL the gxgers in between!

looks like you have to fight it out with Ezergud to marry me for citizenship tho!

x

Ha ha ha, Alas, Siler is probably the wierdest fucker on the planet, most definately the biggest freak in the dallas/fort worth area, so no, I'm not scared yet, and I doubt you'll be able to scare me...

That's cool, only thing is, if we marry, you have to make sure when I die that I have a proper rave funeral with hardcore playing, and everybody shuffles or stomps or spins or SOMETHING... Lol, I don't know, I have a thing about when I die, because I know I'm dying for w/e reason before I'm 30, and I doubt I'm going to actually marry anyone, so that'd leave my next of kin as my mom, and she wants to bury me in illinois.... I absolutely DESPISE illinois....

You should try saving up and coming to america, and we can rule the US first...

I'm on probation for two more years and I'm not allowed to leave the country by any means until I'm off..

Thanks for the heads up about that vid... i have OCPD so bad that sometimes i have to shower in the middle of the day just to feel better about stuff. icky things make me feel dirty!

I am not a lesbian or angry (ok well sometimes i am angry, but only at mean people...) so come and hang out with me. hey! we can get married and then you can live with me in the uk FOREVER! hehehehehehe! (scared yet!?)

It just sucks so bad that you are all over there in the us and i'm way too poor to visit at the moment. and i want to meet you all sooooooooooooo much!

i have the same skill at ripping people to shreds with a conversation. a lot of the time i do it without thinking and that is not plur, so i am working really hard on trying to be nicer to people. even the dickheads. maybe.

xx
*starlet hugs*

ARGH! i'm well supposd to be working, but i just wanna keep replying! i'll write a propper message in a bit when i'm less busy!
x

Yeah..

Starlet + Siler FTW!!!

We'll teach the 'in-crowd' how to dance... Lol, but yeah I'm the same way here, I know just about EVERYONE in the scene here... Really only people I don't know is the n00bs that are there for their first time, and even then, I usually run into all the n00bs every night I go, and I meet and greet them big warm and open heartedly...

Except for this lesbian saturday... I walked by her and just waved at her friendly like, and she was like Do I know you, and I was like No, but you're missing out! and she's like 'I don't like boys... I hate men, i'm a lesbian' and I was just like 'Not every guy is going to try and get into your pants, get you to trust them, and fuck you over, which is probably the reason you're like that.' (I tend to analyze people and I'm generally never wrong when I do) and she was just like ' *bitchy glare* Whatever, I still hate all men, I don't care who you are.' so I was just like ' Well, i'm sorry that you're so close minded that you let one asshoel control you for the rest of your life, and I'm sorry that you're here and sending out bad vibes in an awesome scene that you don't need to be at with those vibes, and I'm surprised you have any friends with that attitude, cuz I can tell you're special friend your holding hands with probably already likes me more than you, but okay, I hope you have a good night, and I hope none of the other completely horrible asshole men like ever try to greet and be nice to you again...' I'm generally plur all the time, but yeah, if you catch me in an off mood, I'm an expert at conversation and I can usually pwn people in an arguement even if I'm wrong, and leave them dumbfounded adn speechless... It's a very handy skill...

But anyways, alrighty, well, I hope the flowers work out for ya, and I hope the tips I've said help you too... Talk to ya whenever you get back...


Oh and PS: I replied to ur post about that vid... In summation, trust me, for the love of whatever you care most about, do NOT EVER go looking up that video... Trust me, I haven'/t even seen it but I figured out what it is without viewing it, and I'm mortified already by knowing the video exist.

hahahaha! the post was awesome, (i'm at work so it really cheered my day up!)

I've never had a problem at any rave i've been too, but they're usually pretty small and i know most people so it's all good. I might be little and timid looking but only silly people cross me! *looks innocent*

you should come over as soon as you can i need GXG family to visit!! i don't do drugs anyway (messes with my meds... SSRI's and X is a BAAAAAAAAAAD combination) but i can still sort it out! come and stay with me! Starlet and Siler hit up the UK!

I'm gonna try those flowers soon and let you know how it goes.

btw, sorry, I didn't realize that visitor message was so long... Didn't see it till I posted in, and I type the way I talk...

In paragraph form...

Yeah... I've only been spiked on one occasion in my entire life, but I got spiked 4 times in a row that night... First I smoked a blunt with a buddy, whom failed to tell me that he had crushed a couple bars (xanax) on it [which did NOT mix well with the meds I was on at the time], then I got tabs that were based with 2CB, then someone gave me a water bottle with GHB in it (which is why I don't trust anybody at raves anymore), and finally on the way to the bathroom to try and vomit out the GHB before it soaked into my system, alas what else could happen but someone spilling 3 drops of LSD on me.... That was an absolutely FANTASTIC NIGHT!!! (Siler sarcasm)

But that's all in the past, and now we're talking about anti spin flowers.... Yeah, a good trick is skip the 3 leaf and try the four leaf, because the three leaf has, like I said, three positions of your arms where you don't stop, but you like pause like a half a second, just long enough to let the poi finish it's rotation, and I think it's a tad harder because one arm is one position or step behind the other, whereas the 4 leaf has 4 steps, which are easier to explain, because they would be, If I were looking at you from your side, when your arm is directly in front of you, pointing straight up, directly pointing behind you, and pointing down...

I think the 4 leafs are easier because you do them in split time, so it takes less coordination because when your right arm is in the pointing up position, your left should be in the pointing time, so really for the 4 leaf, you just make your arms point opposite directions and do the rotations and pause for literally a HALF a second at those four points...

I don't know, that specific motion is easy for me... The 3 leaf is what kills me because your arms aren't split directions, they are just in split time, one step behind the other, and that requires more concentration...

But alas, I had so much difficulty learning anti spin flowers, prolly more than the average person, and I eventually learned them, so don't give up, because I'm living proof that determination will prevail..



And I've wanted to rave in the UK, so either when I get enough money saved up, or my dad decides to hurry up and die and gimme my inheritance money (he was never in my life and I hate him, so it's okay for me to wish him death), I'll be sure to hit you up... Usually Siler is hardcore enough to defend himself, but I would be more comfortable having a Starlet on my side in case someone wants to drug me 4 times in a row again...

Siler got overloaded with drugs and just blacked out... My body was still physically working, I jsut don't remember anything and didn't see anything, like my body was okay, but my mind was gone... Which led to me hearing some INTERESTING stories of what I did during my black out (I was blacked out at a HUGE rave here in dallas)...

Oh yeah, and the cherry to that night... The night I blacked out from being overly drugged, also happened to be the night that the club I was at got raided by dallas swat...


Hence why my full name is Saturday Night Siler.... Saturdays hate me... But I hate them, so it's completely mutual...

hahahahaha! Good job no-one else is in the office today, cos i've just been sat here with my arms flailing about trying to work it out!

I'm not co-ordinated enough yet with the anti-spin. like i can get my right arm doing anti-spin flowers in the right way, but then when i try and add my left arm doing the same, both arms get confused and i end up just going back to regular flowers because i can't concentrate on both arms moving the opposite way to the poi at the same time, while keeping the timing right!! lol!!

I'll get there eventually. Anti-spin is a nightmare tho. thats why i am determined to master it.

I can't belive you got spiked at a rave AND mugged?! lol! come to the uk and rave with me... No-one will be mean to you with a starlet to protect you!! *RAWR!*

*starlet hugs*
( like regular hugs but... fiercer?! lol!)

No problem... Only thing to remember about flowers, if your hands and poi spin in the same direction, they are regular, if they are going opposite, that's what makes em anti-spin...

But yeah, I noticed a lot of ppl just making the rotations from their elbows with their arms sticking out, which that way I can't do worth anything, but when I do like... I don't know why, but it's what I'd call like a windmill swing, where like I said, your arms stay stiff and stay rotating just like the poi would on a side plane, with your shoulder acting as the part of the poi in your hand, I find that MUCH EASIER to get flowers...


But I know what ya mean, I can nail normal ones no problem, and I'm getting pretty good with the antispin ones, but the antispins still give me a few problems sometimes...

And yeah, I have camera issues too... I had a camera, but an asshole stole it, my ipod, and my cell phone from me at a rave one time when I got drugged and blacked out... Ghey, but it's all good, everything happens for a reason!!!





*Special Siler Hugs*

(Which btw, when you put siler in front of things, they become like 100 times better, like siler hugs, siler massages, and siler love, is all WAY better than normal hugs, massages, and love... ;] ;] ;] *winky face* ;] )