Totally understandable, I don't knock you at all. Experiences have made me a better person. I would totally love to get down down again, but you know I really can't mess up a good thing. BUT there have been SO many low points in the road that you are like, I could use it cause it makes everything not so bad, and helps me to keep fighting. Like you have such a positive outlook on things. I've been a pretty big F up in the past, and well I'm doing better.
yeah, see- i stopped it for well idk 7 years, i was like straight- didnt do n e thing, BUT boredness leads to stuff liek that.. =\ stupid being in the middle of nowhere, and im not a big drinker. SO i need something to occupy my body so i can let lose
Aw, well you should totally share the goods! It's only nice. Seriously though, I used to be into all that back when, but has since straighten up and enjoying life. No biggie, your still awesome though!